:: My Experience ::

Luvly Diaries..

Korang ingat tak entry yang lepas aku nak bercerita pasal pengalaman aku melahirkan anak sulung..Meh sini aku ceritakan...semua duduk diam-diam yer..Cerita dah nak bermula...

Pengalaman aku melahirkan anak sulung sangatlah menguji kesabaran..16 jam aku dalam labour wad sampai menunggu saat kelahiran...dari petang Jumaat sampailah pagi Sabtu..cer bayangkan..betapa lamanya...

Aku melahirkan anak yg pertama awal dua minggu..Doctor jangkakan pada 22/8/2001...Tapi dah tak sabar nak keluar..tu yang keluar terawal dua minggu..

10/08/2001

Pagi Jumaat..Dah terasa sakit sikit-sikit..Tapi aku biarkan jer..Ingatkan sakit-sakit biasa..Lepas sembahyang Jumaat dah rasa basah sikit...i think my water broke..mak mertua aku check...rupanya tak lagi..it was not a rush of water..Dia meleleh jer..then stop..My ex terus ajak pegi hospital...ikut gerak hati..Rasa cam tak sedap baik terus pegi terus ke hospital..Hari Jumaat maner-maner pun jam...Tapi harungkan jugak..

My ex drove me to Pantai Medical Centre..Masa nie sudah park kereta tetapi still rasa macam nak balik rumah..Rasa macam tak ready jer beranak..Rasa macam, janganlah hari tu tiba..Did not knoe what to expect..tetapi sangat takut sebenarnya..

I admitted..! I was wheeled to the ward..with him carrying my belongings along..Di pasangkan CTG..waterbag checked and tummy was scanned..Then confirmed waterbag tak broke lagi..Mereka cucukkan jarum pada tangan untuk masukkan drip kemudiannya, I was given a set of blue baju and kain..At this time I was like..Whhooaa..!This is really happenning, man..!!I am going to deliver a baby..!! Gila lah, kalau mau lari sempat lagi nie..Hahahaha...

Time to go labour room..When i was wheeled to the labor room,felt like i was wheeled ke bilik,sebelum ke tali gantung..Serius takut..!!Menunggu dan menunggulah sampai lah ke petang...My pintu rahim tak bukak besar lagi...Masa sampai baru 2cm..Then now baru 4cm terbukak...Dan sampai lah ke malam..Contraction dah semakin kuat dan kuat...Sakit makin bertambah...Bertahan dengan sedutan gas jerr...At first i refused, because i did not want to be high..i want to feel each and every pain that comes since it was my first experience..But i surrendered in the end and ended up becoming very high and sleepy sebab terbanyak sedut gas dan rasa macam nak muntah..The room was spinning...

Stay sampailah ke malam..tak beranak lagi..Sakit..?? Hanya tuhan jer tau betapa sakitnya..Barulah kita tau macam mana ibu kita melahirkan kita..Time nie sudah rasa seperti mahu menangis..Memang dah nangis pun..menahan sakit punya pasal...Bila orang cakap be strong..I did not know if i am strong enough to face labor..My ex sama-sama menunggu dalam labour wad dan bagi kata-kata semangat...Yang aku tak boleh lupa...Pasal gas..!! Sedut gas tu kegunaannya utk menghilangkan sakit dan menghayalkan kita utk tidak fikir SAKIT..but..My ex pun join the club...dier pun sedut sama..! Dah dua-dua sama high..boleh layan gelak lagi time sakit-sakit tu..Haiihh..thats memories...

Istighfar banyak-banyak..Doa kepada Allah semuanya ok..Mak dan mak mertua tetap setia menunggu sampai tengah malam..tapi menunggu di luar jer...

11/08/2001

Subuh itu terasa sejuk gila mencucuk hingga ke tulang hitam...Time tu dah start to feel contractions..I was certain it was contractions because it came every 10 minutes..Tak sakit sangat pun..Rasa macam segugut jer..* Ceh..nak sedapkan hati korang jer* ..The one that cucuk sekejap that cucuk-cucuk sekejap and then go away...Only 5 or 6am the next morning tak beranak-banak lagi...Pintu rahim pun tk bukak besar lagi..masa tu baru 6cm kot..Sakit rasa macam senggugut makin cucuk-cucuk feeling started to be more intensed that i had my breath and count 1 to 10 ease the pain every time it came...I knew that had to be the day..

That morning around 7.00am ..I was examined by a doctor & was told pintu rahim dah terbuka besar..He put one more finger in to strecth my vagina and said I'll try bukakan 4cm lagi yerr...seingat aku lah..Wah giler sakit..But i was like..Walla ..!! 4cm and only this kind of pain since yesterday..

Pukul 8.00am ..aku dah tahan dah..Air ketuban dipecahkan memandangkan tak pecah-pecah..The doctor used a long white plastic stick cucuk-cucuk bawah tu..tak sakit pun,then suddenly i felt warm gushing out..Best gilerr la macam kolam air panas...haha..Then I was attached to the CTG machine..

Selepas di masukkan ubat barulah aku rasa seperti..Aauuww..Ok..Now i feel the pain..hhoho..sakit giler..Immediate gila sakit pulak tu..! It was unbearable..But i still had a lot energy inside me to brush the pain away every time it came every 10minutes..I was still using my hold the breath, count one to ten method which was effective enough..

Sakit yang tadi seperti senggugut cucuk-cucuk bertukar menjadi sakit rasa macam nak terberak..Every 10minutes rasa macam ada benda yang sangat despreate nak keluar..My ex pula asyiksuruh beristighfar dan ingat Allah...At that timesudah berguling-gulingatas katil..Left to right..right to left...Nasib baik the bed was made of steel..kalau made of wood confirm dah lama roboh..!hahaha

I did not remember when all of sudden the doctor and nurses were all in my room..They put white gloves and prepared themselves for my delivery..Aku pun tak tau adakah aku cukup 10cm ke belum..buy my prayers were answered and the time finally came..Dorang suruh aku kangkang kaki and push every time i feel the urge to push..He asked me to take deep breath, hold it and push with all my might macam nak berak..

So everytime i felt the urge..I tried to push..But i think i did it wrongly sebab mereka repeatedly asked me not to angkat punggung ..tapi aku rasa aku tak angkat punggung pun..one more thing jangan sengetkan badan..Entah macam mana aku buat pushing tu pun aku tak tau..hahaa...After several time ..I told them i did not know how to..

Nurses and my ex bleh borak-borak lagi..Then My ex siap jerit-jerit..dah nampak rambut la..dah nampak kepala lah...The doctor could read my mind..Aku dah tak larat nak push..energy pun dah takder...Doctor decide vacum baby..WHAT..?? baby nak vacum..!! That time aku dah tak boleh nak fikir apa-apa..doctor nak buat apa jer..buatlah..janji baby selamat...

The doctor and nurses were all very supportive...Sedut dan sedut tiba-tiba perut aku rasa sangat ringan..And doctor said " Vyda,this is your baby girl..!! and they placed a little slimy baby on my chest...I was like..What the..?? Blur sekejap before kepala mendigest that it was actually my baby...Owhh..nie yang selama 9 bulan berada dalam perut aku..She was out.!!Touching yer...I have baby now..What a miracle..Subhanallah...

I really cannot believe that, NURSABRINA ALLISYA BT SYAMSUL REZA delivered a baby into this world..2.9kg berat dia..Ia adalah sangat merepek..Tapi adalah sangat benar..Kebenaran yang merepek..haha..

After a glance, they took my baby away to wash..After that my ex go to azankan the baby..I was left with doctor..doctor yang menyambut Sabrina ke dunia...to press press my tummy and korek korek keluarkan placenta and whatnot and to stitch me up..Sempat tanyer doctor how many stitches did i get, was it serious adakah di potong or ia terkoyak..? Tidak perasan pun..Tapi doctor cakap just 2cm jer di potong..Adesss...masa nak jahit balik tu terasa la gak benang di tarik-tarik...

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